cracked out

i've officially entered the world of crackberries. it was a long process to come to this point. i've always liked tech toys - i had a palm pilot back in the day - but i could never bring myself to admit that i needed a full-fledged electronic phone/email/organizer to make my life easier. until now. i used to make fun of the people on the subway typing away at their teeny keyboards. i have now joined the cult. at least it was on my own terms - and i didn't have to go down kicking and screaming. i've been asked more than once why i didn't get an iPhone. the truth is, i don't trust myself with it. all i would do is sit around and play with it. with the bberry there are limitations to the fun. i know myself too well and know i need boundaries. and a little bit of guidance to throw myself into maturity. the last thing i need is another toy to distract me from sleep.